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is this wall made of brick or styrofoam? should i crash through it? should i leave it alone? i feel like there's something important on the other side, but i don't know if i'm willing to break it to get there. i'd be fine, but what about the wall? what if the wall just rebuild itself with another layer? what if this wall wouldn't let me paint on it? i couldn't handle that. but then again, its not about me is it? its only a section of a giant wall i've had an issue with my whole life. not that i don't appreciate the wall... i just think there is more beyond the wall but this section doesn't let me past it. i'm either captured with it or bored with it. what if i just ran as far away from the wall as possible? i'd probably end up finding another wall. but this wall would be different, wouldn't it. maybe i'm just a little puppy who wants to leave his mark on the world by pissing on everything. or a littler child finding my way around with a crayon until someone tells me its wrong. but what about when i grow up and nobody has told me it's wrong? where will i go then? i've got rope but should i use it?