Apr 24, 2010
heart panic, heat attack
what do i do? let it go. shit why'd i let it go?! i just rhymed go with go and it started with do but oh no i shouldn't have ever let you know. this recessed obligation festering determination wandering with no salvation, anything ending with a shun, making me feel smart and wordy maaaaaaaaaaan i just wanna be flirty at least try to get a little bit dirty (but not in the bad way just in the way that is earthy) dun dun dun dun dun... dun dun dun dun dun... (12 3 45... 12 3 45) this land is shared my body is snared just let me do what i want FLIP i'm bout to be scared. i'm not a baby but i'm teething, i'm still not hungry but i'm eating cripes why'd i have to go and let go, ebb and flow, tell and show but ahhhhhhhhhhg i just wanna know. please please don't let it snow.
Apr 23, 2010
i fully enjoy when the redwings lose.
crest toothpaste asks 'how can i resist that smile?' to which i say,
well for one, smiles are friggen sexy and a good smile is like finding a brick of gold in your shoe. you weren't expecting it, but you'll take it and spend it on something nice. it's probably the best investment anyone has ever chosen.
i realized one of the saddest moments of my life was when i couldn't remember my aunt's name. she died about 8 years ago. i never want to have to stress about a similar situation like that again.
the girls on 'lost' look amazing when they are on the island. when they come back into society, they are 100 000 times less attractive. why does true beauty have to be covered with layers of powder and fish scales. it's a shame. someone messed up.
i always feel like i'm wasting time when i'm just sitting and watching movies or tv. but i'm taking in information. how come i don't feel like i'm wasting time when i'm reading? this has confused me for days.
low expectations are my new favorite attitude. in movies. forget an overly critical mindset. that's stupid. aim low. smile high. in movies. everything else must be made aware of.
i need a two headed alien costume, so i may avenge my brothers who so carelessly got distracted by the bud light guy. what a magnificent douche.
reader discretion is advised. personal fail of the day: getting distracted by the padding sound of my bare feet and then getting scared by seany who was supposedly upstairs.... but wasn't...
OH MY GOSH NEW COMMUNITY EPISODE I MUST PARTAKE!
... take that crest. you make good teeth. better.
well for one, smiles are friggen sexy and a good smile is like finding a brick of gold in your shoe. you weren't expecting it, but you'll take it and spend it on something nice. it's probably the best investment anyone has ever chosen.
i realized one of the saddest moments of my life was when i couldn't remember my aunt's name. she died about 8 years ago. i never want to have to stress about a similar situation like that again.
the girls on 'lost' look amazing when they are on the island. when they come back into society, they are 100 000 times less attractive. why does true beauty have to be covered with layers of powder and fish scales. it's a shame. someone messed up.
i always feel like i'm wasting time when i'm just sitting and watching movies or tv. but i'm taking in information. how come i don't feel like i'm wasting time when i'm reading? this has confused me for days.
low expectations are my new favorite attitude. in movies. forget an overly critical mindset. that's stupid. aim low. smile high. in movies. everything else must be made aware of.
i need a two headed alien costume, so i may avenge my brothers who so carelessly got distracted by the bud light guy. what a magnificent douche.
reader discretion is advised. personal fail of the day: getting distracted by the padding sound of my bare feet and then getting scared by seany who was supposedly upstairs.... but wasn't...
OH MY GOSH NEW COMMUNITY EPISODE I MUST PARTAKE!
... take that crest. you make good teeth. better.
Apr 14, 2010
that's not me, michael
i wish i had an accent. but to remedy that all i need to do is travel. the fine thing with feeling at home anywhere is that it puts off the pressure to induce my dwelling familiarities upon the foreign residency in which i choose to sleep in.
once upon a time i wanted a beard. now upon a time i still do. but i've come to the conclusion that it is more of an attitude. i can pretend all i want and still come off with the same level of confidence a bearded man has. touch my face. i double dog dare you.
fiddling with an unfamiliar sink is quite humbling and i wish all the funny hard to work ones were in public so the world was more... vulnerable...
love actually is a damn good movie.
the day i found out i liked having no constraints was as good as the day i found out i like cheese. i knew it was all good melted over dough plastered in tomato sauce, but i didn't know HOW good it was until i had it completely by itself in it's pure raw form. or with crackers and sausage. chreedom.
once upon a time i wanted a beard. now upon a time i still do. but i've come to the conclusion that it is more of an attitude. i can pretend all i want and still come off with the same level of confidence a bearded man has. touch my face. i double dog dare you.
fiddling with an unfamiliar sink is quite humbling and i wish all the funny hard to work ones were in public so the world was more... vulnerable...
love actually is a damn good movie.
the day i found out i liked having no constraints was as good as the day i found out i like cheese. i knew it was all good melted over dough plastered in tomato sauce, but i didn't know HOW good it was until i had it completely by itself in it's pure raw form. or with crackers and sausage. chreedom.
Apr 12, 2010
with this justin
justin time but way too late. there's something wrong here and i'm terrified to think that i'm gonna continue. to fight the cause and ignore the resistance, destroy the insistence and dilute the persistence. am i sleeping because i'm tired or am i just bored? to concave or break away feeling like i'm justin case. my temperature is dependent on the situation at hand, the nausea accompanied by the pounding pulses of my heartbeat. will i be the same after this again? the right me known by the right justin, hoping i'll be named in the right place at the right moment, justin stead of everything else.
Apr 9, 2010
tyler silvertongue
he swallows acid and spits out roses
he'll take your heart, and rip it right from your chest
massage it with verbs, lather it in prose(s)
give it right back, but he shant let you rest
tyler silvertongue you're simply the best
he's full of lyrical abundance, veiled and consumed by metaphor
apologetic to none, haiku woo here and ballad woo there
don't guard your heart, he'll just bust down your soul door
he'll tell you truths all about what makes you fair
a verbal sailor is he, and that's what makes him rare
above pretension and in excellent literary physique
he's honed his grammar, and his articulation is very well hung
if he sends you a poem, you're very likely to shriek
giving you high hopes and glee, he'll never leave you on a rung
oh tyler oh tyler, you and your silvertongue
don't try to return the favour, he's too humble for that
always handing out, never handing in
he'll handle any dispute and settle any spat
comprehend all, and then with a noun kiss you on the chin
tyler silvertongue, for the friggen WIN.
he'll take your heart, and rip it right from your chest
massage it with verbs, lather it in prose(s)
give it right back, but he shant let you rest
tyler silvertongue you're simply the best
he's full of lyrical abundance, veiled and consumed by metaphor
apologetic to none, haiku woo here and ballad woo there
don't guard your heart, he'll just bust down your soul door
he'll tell you truths all about what makes you fair
a verbal sailor is he, and that's what makes him rare
above pretension and in excellent literary physique
he's honed his grammar, and his articulation is very well hung
if he sends you a poem, you're very likely to shriek
giving you high hopes and glee, he'll never leave you on a rung
oh tyler oh tyler, you and your silvertongue
don't try to return the favour, he's too humble for that
always handing out, never handing in
he'll handle any dispute and settle any spat
comprehend all, and then with a noun kiss you on the chin
tyler silvertongue, for the friggen WIN.
floods and one thousand times
i'll start the bender over today. bleeding words and translated regret. finding a place to lay my head and shed my skin. couches 1 and 3, the home bed and the crash mat.
soaking in the freshness of a brokenness (but not the damaging one- the kind that comes with time and work, beating and plying and resisting, the making more functional of something stiff and virgin). louder past the conscience, in through the narrows and out through the feet and the beat of my heart. we turn the guilty sleep over and awaken to combat the innocence that seeks to disrupt refinement. tell yourself what you want, ignore what you need.
soaking in the freshness of a brokenness (but not the damaging one- the kind that comes with time and work, beating and plying and resisting, the making more functional of something stiff and virgin). louder past the conscience, in through the narrows and out through the feet and the beat of my heart. we turn the guilty sleep over and awaken to combat the innocence that seeks to disrupt refinement. tell yourself what you want, ignore what you need.
Apr 6, 2010
a proposition
i PROPOSE!
a wes anderson film day. this is the order of how i would watch them and why.
1. the fantastic mr fox- this was, without a doubt one of the greatest joys in my year thus far as far as movie watching goes. it'd be a great start to many a good movie. cuss yes.
2. rushmore- schwartzman in all his creepy awkward amazing glory. why not. to get into the mood of the style of the awesome.
3. the darjeeling limited- not my favorite by any measure, but a good midway through 'getstokedforthenexttwomovies' movie. i do believe this for me is where schwartzman gained his crown.
3.a. bottle rocket- before i knew of wes anderson, i watched this movie thinking the wilson brothers would tickle me silly with their words and antics. i was naive and foolish, and need to give this movie a redemptawatch to truly appreciate it now that i'm older and probably way cooler.
4. the life aquatic- anyone who doesn't like this movie is pompous.
5. the royal tennenbaums- top 5 movies of my all time the minute i finished watching this. so i say save the best for last. a fine showing for luke wilson. how the mighty have fallen... so let us toast.
a night golf game. but with a more treacherous and potentially vandalistic twist/mindset.
-step one. apprehend 2 golf clubs each from value village or rich people's dumpsters (an old wooden driver and 5-9 iron would be superb). a sleeve of tennis balls each, and a communal pop bottle.
-step two. tee off from a central location (using the communal pop bottle as the tee) and as a group, decide the direction in which we would like to travel, counting strokes as we whack off into the night, using garbage cans as holes and devising creative ways to get around private property (or... through... tennis balls can't break much (though we may need glow'n the dark paint or something)).
-step three. document how awesome we are and tally the score, with previously decided consequences for losing or winning. farkle-esque situations for the loser(s) are highly and warmly smiled upon.
a combined awake/sleepathon. an embrace of failure and complete sloth.
-since 72 hours seemed like an expectation, i failed. it if feels like a competition, i may fare better. however knowing that as much sleep as my body can consume is the reward regardless of where i finish, i may 'accidentally' pass out on the floor again. either way more chances for people opportunity is something i must
PROPOSE!
a wes anderson film day. this is the order of how i would watch them and why.
1. the fantastic mr fox- this was, without a doubt one of the greatest joys in my year thus far as far as movie watching goes. it'd be a great start to many a good movie. cuss yes.
2. rushmore- schwartzman in all his creepy awkward amazing glory. why not. to get into the mood of the style of the awesome.
3. the darjeeling limited- not my favorite by any measure, but a good midway through 'getstokedforthenexttwomovies' movie. i do believe this for me is where schwartzman gained his crown.
3.a. bottle rocket- before i knew of wes anderson, i watched this movie thinking the wilson brothers would tickle me silly with their words and antics. i was naive and foolish, and need to give this movie a redemptawatch to truly appreciate it now that i'm older and probably way cooler.
4. the life aquatic- anyone who doesn't like this movie is pompous.
5. the royal tennenbaums- top 5 movies of my all time the minute i finished watching this. so i say save the best for last. a fine showing for luke wilson. how the mighty have fallen... so let us toast.
a night golf game. but with a more treacherous and potentially vandalistic twist/mindset.
-step one. apprehend 2 golf clubs each from value village or rich people's dumpsters (an old wooden driver and 5-9 iron would be superb). a sleeve of tennis balls each, and a communal pop bottle.
-step two. tee off from a central location (using the communal pop bottle as the tee) and as a group, decide the direction in which we would like to travel, counting strokes as we whack off into the night, using garbage cans as holes and devising creative ways to get around private property (or... through... tennis balls can't break much (though we may need glow'n the dark paint or something)).
-step three. document how awesome we are and tally the score, with previously decided consequences for losing or winning. farkle-esque situations for the loser(s) are highly and warmly smiled upon.
a combined awake/sleepathon. an embrace of failure and complete sloth.
-since 72 hours seemed like an expectation, i failed. it if feels like a competition, i may fare better. however knowing that as much sleep as my body can consume is the reward regardless of where i finish, i may 'accidentally' pass out on the floor again. either way more chances for people opportunity is something i must
PROPOSE!
Apr 5, 2010
the closer you look the further you are
everything transferring back and forth... from love to hate and back to love again. there's a terrible agreement that comes when a mutual frustration gets poured out on the soul holding on to the things that conceive the frustration in the first place. the love we can have for them becomes a weapon that we hold over their head when they deviate from the reasons we love them. the opposite of what defines the only reason to live becomes this moment and this sudden foul connection.
anything can quickly become the object of affection when it is a desire. once that desire is gratified, it so quickly becomes everything i despise. they are too similar in the way they make me react to things. even their formalities draw too much attention to their deceptively similar natures.
no one ever said it'd be up to us to maintain how we felt about one another. it wasn't a mention, it wasn't a suggestion or a phrase that someone merely noticed. it was told to us as a commandment, and with that was the choice to obey or withdraw. disregard life, dwell in the 'me' or submit to the selflessness required to allow people to understand what it's actually about.
it feels like i'm always in line with destruction. every line i'm following is directly on course with an unaware pedestrian walking their own line. collision courses, ending in disaster with every path that crosses. i'm just waiting for that perfect moment when they change courses to join my path and begin traveling with me. no destruction, no catastrophe. that's for every other one that isn't making the turn.
anything can quickly become the object of affection when it is a desire. once that desire is gratified, it so quickly becomes everything i despise. they are too similar in the way they make me react to things. even their formalities draw too much attention to their deceptively similar natures.
no one ever said it'd be up to us to maintain how we felt about one another. it wasn't a mention, it wasn't a suggestion or a phrase that someone merely noticed. it was told to us as a commandment, and with that was the choice to obey or withdraw. disregard life, dwell in the 'me' or submit to the selflessness required to allow people to understand what it's actually about.
it feels like i'm always in line with destruction. every line i'm following is directly on course with an unaware pedestrian walking their own line. collision courses, ending in disaster with every path that crosses. i'm just waiting for that perfect moment when they change courses to join my path and begin traveling with me. no destruction, no catastrophe. that's for every other one that isn't making the turn.
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