'hey, you don't respect me!'
'hey, you don't deserve respect!'
and sometimes, its deep and intellectual like
'hey, i think that the state of the worlds sobriety is in jeopardy because of your ignorance to flailing tastebuds'
'hey, you should shut your face and enjoy something that lets you rest while i'm awake!'
irrationality is no buzz. but you know what is? thinking about the future and having a future that is totally and completely uncertain. but isn't all future uncertain? were not bound by any absolute law that says what we expect to happen will happen. i could spontaneously combust at any second and all my 'plans' would be burnt along with my body. unlikely, but entirely within the realm of possibility! all i can do is trust in my God to deliver something that will keep me out of the range of mediocrity that i so fear getting engulfed in. i need to know that if i ever start living solely for myself i'll get smacked so hard into reality that i won't have a choice to disobey. right now its getting back to that state.. i was unsure, then i asked and direction was given. now that direction is still there, but the absoluteness is gone. nothing is sound. but everything is still beautiful.. fancy that i now have no dilemma.
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