today has been a day of thinking

there are several things i've discovered i want at this point.

i really really want to fight someone. not necessarily an intense 'yo bitch, get off my toes!' fight, cuz thats too confrontational and nothing gets solved (though if it were some punkass dissin my bros, i'd step into fisticuffs with no issue! (in my head i'm a badass wigger (but really i just am not))) BUT a good solid tussle that leaves both combatants lying on the ground breathless with big ass smiles. and BRUISES and sore muscles that last for awhile and make you think of how good a fight it was when it takes 3 minutes to stand up. thats possibly the gayest sounding thing i've ever written, but i don't care. i haven't fought in ages. someone, step up.

i want a monkey. but only for a day.

i want to be done at starbucks. i ranted at marc over my letter about why i hate christmas starbucks. and why christmas starbucks sucks. i hate SO MUCH of what starbucks becomes at christmas... in f***ing november! it makes me bitter to the core. overworking christmas should be a sin. drinks that are the exact same but have a different name so it becomes novelty... f***ing sick. fuck. (i'm done censoring.) i hate starbucks.

i want to be in school forever. it is way to much fun, and i learn so much, and i get to chill with really awesome people. graduation is scary as hell, and its still one year and one half and plus away.

i want ice. there has to be at least 3 weeks of consistantly cold weather so i can get my hockey on. i'm sick of this global warmth thats killing my play time. it either has to be cold enough for hockey, or warm enough for frisbee and soccer. dang i love sports... so so much..