with tears in my eyes, all the light reaches towards me as if trying to touch my point of sadness in order to replace what i've lost with what it can provide.
WHAOOOOOOO look what happens when i start reading graphic design jargon. i reach for things that sound pretty but are just words shoved into the disguise of a metaphor laced like a drug with acceptable spirituality. half truths and DONUTS (but seriously at the time it was a really nice sentiment for myself to think about...). is it neurotic of me to get addicted to a wonderful television show called 'community' then because i know i SHOULD sleep (thank you marc for pointing out the healthy bits, which i have not been doing well these past few), i say 'i'll stop watching when the show ends on the hour OF an hour', and then WHEN it does ie 3:00 am i go and justify watching another one... or three... until the point of realizing it's breakfast time comes when it's 11 am and i've missed the first two hours of class.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaactually casttv.com has deemed me unsuitable for further viewing, as 'mega-video time restricts viewing of their videos(74 minutes/3 hours)'. i just got owned by my own greed for media consumption. oh wait!
PF- i just got owned by my own greed for media consumption. i have this thing, where when i find something i like (ie good television (ie how i met your mother, community, big bang theory)), i consume and consume relentlessly with never ceasing satisfaction with the knowledge of it's accessibility, until the DVD is over, the season has finalied, or that access is denied. should i call this a problem or just enjoyment? moderation ignored (as well as sleep), i can't ever regret the situation other than having to wait a full week / year before i can consume again. i'm like the great pumpkin from robot chicken.
PW- i just found out if i wait 54 minutes, it resets itself and i have another 3 hours of viewing.
WF- in the mirror i'm imagining is in front of me, i see this dude who has entered into a state of self analysis based on his inability to remain focused on primal needs instead of intake want-ages. (PS actual WF- the flames, losing 7 in a row. sigh.)
the answer to this irregularity in sleep patterns must be productivity...
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